Hi everyone!
It has been five years since I made a post on my WordPress. I’m currently in limbo now that I finished school at the end of July, and I have been applying for jobs in healthcare administration.
If you do not follow my Instagram, there have been many changes in my life since then. I intended to keep up with writing more posts, but my life changed drastically with shifting my course of study in college and my personal life.
There were only a few colleges that had the major of respiratory therapy near me. I decided to take the opportunity to transfer to a state university to get a bachelor’s degree, and I started Cal State in January 2020. The pandemic has been challenging for everyone and adapting to the new norm put a new set of obstacles to get the same quality of education and interaction with my peers with the same interest and degree major. With the support of family, friends, and peers, I finished my bachelor’s degree in Health Sciences with a concentration in Public Health in July 2021.
Though makeup and all things beauty will be an interest of mine forever, my main focus has shifted as I grew older and hopefully wiser after ten years of documenting that love of beauty. Now I hope to apply my knowledge of different aspects of public health and the disparities and inequities in healthcare access, homelessness population, people of color, lower socioeconomic background, mental health awareness, and many other facets into real-life solutions and within a career.
Aside from my college aspirations being crossed off my overdue to-do list, a personal triumph was that I finally came out to my parents after years of hiding what I considered my double life. Being amongst friends, close family, and having online presences was okay for me to be openly gay, but I closed myself off at home and never shared details of my personal or romantic life. Coming from a devout Catholic background, it instilled the fear that my family may not be there someday, so I convinced myself the longer I could keep it a secret, the longer I would not have to worry if my parents’ love for me would change. I started the blog in 2011 as an outlet for me to be creative, express who I was without fear of being judged, connect to other people that are like-minded in some way, and have something to show for myself.
I am blessed that I have virtually met friends through the various platforms on the internet, who have supported my journey as a makeup artist, my educational aspirations, and never questioned who I was then and who I was becoming. I will always be thankful for the love and support for the rest of my life.
As of now, I am unsure when the next time I may post something here. I still have a passion for beauty products, and I buy and use them, so I may dabble with posting blogs again for fun.
If I do not post again soon, I suppose this post is my last hurrah, my most profound gratitude and appreciation to everyone who has taken the time to click onto this page and read my post or send me comments and emails. Some of you even became clients after inquiries over the years. You have supported me through some of the best and lowest points in my early adulthood. Now I am in my 30’s and hoping to make a change in the healthcare world.
I am forever grateful.
XOXO,
Steven